Friday, January 8, 2010

Meeting Narcissus in Hell

Walking along the narrow
lanes and corridors of Hell,
trying not to meet any empty eyes,
knife wound throbbing in my chest,
portrait throbbing in my mind-
Will this unholy image
be my eternal cross to bear?
And as I pondered
vain declarations of my youth
I saw before me
the most beautiful boy-
More fair, yes, than I ever was
I do confess it-
wandering aimless, agonized, confused
amongst the tortured souls
asking, “Have you seen my love?
Have you seen him?”
Out of intrigue more than pity
I posed the question
“Who is this love of yours?
Who could truly love such a fine face?”
For I knew the lies and trials
that lay down such a road.
He told me of the boy in the water,
the most beautiful boy-
Golden hair and pale complexion-
he described himself flawlessly,
and suddenly I understood.
I knew his love well.
I walked him to the Styx
and pointed down, declaring
“Behold! I bring you to your beloved!”
And as he bent himself low,
smiling over the surface,
close enough to kiss it,
I shoved him in,
kicked him hard for good measure,
for sink he must
in order to escape the fate of vanity.
oh, murderous impulses impossible to forget,
I may have saved him yet.

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